Still, in movement

When I used to travel to San Francisco for work, I always stole away to trek up the steep hill to Grace Cathedral’s labyrinth. The first time, I edged my toe inside, reverence holding me back from leaping in. Then I walked, slowly, trusting it would deliver me to its center and then back out. The noise of the day fell away, and I was here, walking, breathing, still in movement.

Some historians believe that labyrinths increase in number during times of upheaval. I’ve certainly sought them out more in moments of uncertainty, when I needed a physical process to help rock me into myself. Labyrinths are more common than I thought. I’ve felt their gravitational pull along riverside art strolls in Vermont, at retreat centers (of course), but also in town parks and people’s backyards.

I don’t talk a lot about my spiritual anchors. The first time I put a Buddha figure in my yard, I found a way to minimize its presence. “Oh, it helps me remember to be present,” I’d tell people who asked. In those early days, my spiritual practice felt vulnerable, so I protected it because it was the thing that was setting me free.

Labyrinths, too, I kept mostly private. But this spring, we installed one on our property in Vermont. During construction, my family was visiting, and my seven-year-old nephew began calling it “Auntie Beth’s temple.” He repeated this over a few days. I shrugged it off, not wanting to make too much of it. And each time, I felt that quiet internal agreement. Recognition. And gratitude for a child who could easily speak its purpose out loud.

How to do a walking meditation

Walking meditations give our minds an anchor to help calm the chatter. Even when I’m not doing a formal practice, when I’m stuck, a walk is an almost sure-fire way to find clarity. And you don’t need a labyrinth or a temple to walk mindfully. Any stretch of carpet, wood floor, forest, sidewalk, or backyard will do. If you’d like to try it, here’s a brief guide:

  • Find a stretch between 10 and 30 feet.

  • Gather yourself, breathe in your setting, and softly name your surroundings to yourself.

  • Walk slowly, step…by…step. Feel your feet moving across the ground, gravity holding you steady, your legs responding — movement that doesn’t need instruction.

  • Around this steadying point, watch what arises. Maybe it’s boredom, a strong emotion, an urge to sit down, a thought or sensation, maybe insight. Whatever arrives, just notice it as it comes and goes between the steps.

  • When you reach the end, turn around and repeat the practice.

P.S. If you want to find a labyrinth to walk, check out the worldwide locator.

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